Retirement jottings

Monday, August 24, 2020

Uncle Chick

Whenever I hear the word wizened
I see his face…Uncle Chick.
(His last name was Ciccarelli.)
Lean and leather-skinned,
he rocks on his porch and smiles at me.

Seven-year-old me
doesn’t know what to say to an old man.
He’s short on words too
never having learned much English.

In the house
Grandmom and her sister Antoinette,
Chick’s wife,
gossip in Italian dialect,
“E chi là, là… e chi là, là…”
Meanwhile, we sit for days,
or so it feels,
Uncle Chick and I,
exchanging occasional smiles.

Until…
pushing against the arms of his rocking chair,
he rises and resolutely approaches
the porch steps.
His venerable frame arched forward,
he plods across the street and disappears
into a mom-and-pop grocery store.

About a year later
he steps onto the porch again,
extends his craggy hand and,
smiling that wide, wizened smile,
gives me a Hershey bar.

Thursday, August 13, 2020

Meeting for Worship Under the Trees

If you asked who’s presiding,
I’d point to the birds,

Or why no one’s singing,
I’d reply, “Just listen.”

A distant rooster
Sounds the call to worship,

As I settle on a blanket
Instead of a pew.

Miniature spiders, ants of all sizes
Are among the congregants.

Too still for you? Wait
For the cicadas’ raucous homily.

A subtle incense
Wafts from the wildflowers,

As the breeze
Makes the Presence felt.

Some prefer stained glass, an organ,
But I call this worship.

Tuesday, August 11, 2020

No One Came to Protect You

 My confused teen self
  could not support you,
  though I heard his threats
  ring in the night,
  saw the cut above your eye
  the next morning.

No one took your side
   or came to protect you.
   Knights in shining armor don’t exist,
   not even when you’re married
   to the Black Knight.

Our nuclear family,
   a soap opera in perpetual rerun,
   detonated periodically.
   The fallout left us both contaminated,
   you -- fatalistic,  
   me – withdrawn.

Projected endlessly
   onto memory’s small screen,    
   its two adult stars long dead,
   the family classic plays on,
   while the juvenile actress-- now aged,
   still begs the writers
   for a happy ending.


Forgiveness

It’s time to start believing
That You’ve forgiven me,
For the years grow long
But the days grow short.
I’ll breathe in the cool breeze,
Live on music and bird songs…
Your recipe for happiness.
And I’ll write poems and knead dough,
For peace, the poet said, comes dropping slow.